The Beauty and The Beast

Ornusa Cadness - Half Thai & Half New-Zealanders.

Normally when someone who is better looking, they tend to have a better chance in everything. Well, talking about getting a partner, yes.. they tend to get a partner easier. Recently, a friend of mine, approached by a very beautiful girl, well, now they're together already (according to my friend), in less than a month's time.

Hmm, my friend is actually a quite a good looking guy too. When he approaches a girl, normally it will take lesser time, compare to me, to be succeeded.

Sometimes, not so good looking people will tend to feel jealous with those good looking people. Why? You will always have someone to take care of you, notice you, make you feel wanted. I guess that's all what all of us are looking for, eh? Why do guys go for KTV and have girls? I don't meant for those married, or attached guys, I meant for single. (Married guys or attached guys, please don't frequent KTV) They just want to feel wanted, want some hugs from these girls (but normally they don't really hug you unless you ask them to). Or should I say, LONELY is the reason?

Hmm, what I wanted to say here? I guess everyone needs love. I once heard that a person needs hugs for at least once per day... there hasn't been anyone that hug me for... errr... more than 8 years? lol....

Guys' Problems

Today, I was having some drinks with a friend in Mui Kai restaurant in Seri Petaling. Well, it's been quite some time since I had a drink with him already, good thing, he's finally attached with a very beautiful girl. But this is not the point that I am writing this. The main point that I wanted to say is that, to be a guy, at least in Malaysia, is always on a worse side.

If you're a girl, there will be always the guy to pay for your meal. If you're a gay, then... err.. most of the time, you'll get a free drink.. or something like that.. but it never happen to guys, plain straight guys. Plain straight guys always have to pay double. Shouldn't the company pay straight guys more, or should we get less income tax? lol...

Maybe it just happens in Malaysia... somewhere else, it'll be just AA style..

Mickey New Hair Style

Well, what do you know? She has a new haircut in BKK (Bangkok). She sent me this picture and I find that whatever hairstyle she has, she still look beautiful to me. She's cute..! And it's no doubt about that.

Anyway, she's always on my mind...

Hugs

Have you ever felt that you need a hug desperately? Yes, sometimes I do... I guess the very time that you need a hug is when you feel very weak, and vulnerable. Or, you need a hug because you want to feel wanted by someone, or somebody.

Why do we all need a hug from time to time? For me, maybe it's just a time where I think I need a shelter. But however, according to someone, everyone needs a hug for at least 8 times a day. Hey, what do you think of that?

Hmm, for me, probably I just want to feel wanted, wanted by someone so badly, and will take good care of me...

Insurance

Have you ever approached by someone, either your friends, or someone that you know, but not so closed, or your relative, or just anyone, trying to sell you some of the insurance policy? Well, I am not against the policy, I still believe that anyone, somehow or other, should have at least some insurance policy to protect them (who knows, because you just need to get insured, not for yourself, but the people around, the one you love)... But the issue is just the person who's trying to sell that to you.

I don't like being force by someone, I mean.. I totally understand about the policy thing, you pay this amount of money, for a period of time.. and if you get injured, or even death, you get to get this money.. for medical purposes, or something else.. Just that, I don't have the cash now! I want it, but still can't afford it.. and once I can afford it, I will come look for you.. It's like, I CALL YOU, YOU DON'T CALL ME!.. why can't someone understand that?

If you keep pushing someone to get the insurance policy, yes, you might be successful for some people... but never gonna be me! It will just annoy me, and probably pissed me off one day, and one day even if I want to get insured, I'll get someone else.... sigh...

I know, I am a salesperson too, but sometimes when you push it too hard, you'll lose it... what say you all?

Try to keep myself busy?

Of late, I always keep myself busy. It's a good thing that you keep yourself busy. Why? If you're always free, you will tend to think a lot of unnecessary things.. something silly, something stupid..

Hmm, come to think about it, it has been quite some time since I last watch TV. I used to be the potato coach, knew all the schedule of the program, but not anymore.. now, I don't really focus on TV, am focusing on how to earn more $$..

Well, will it be like this for all the people in the world? Have I reached a stage where I will need more $$, and not thinking of other things? Or have I gone through the stage where suddenly I realized that $$ is everything? $$ can get you just anything?

Think the best way is ... to keep myself busy, and to stay focus too... otherwise, I'll burn out very soon.... what say you?

Full Moon

Today, we had the potluck dinner at my friend's house. It's his daughter's full moon day. Hmmm, a very cute little girl.. I was wondering, when will I get married? When will I have kids? etc...

Questions kept coming into my mind, and so I thought, the conclusion is... I don't think I am ready yet for this kind of situation. I can't even support my own life yet, how can I support my wife's life and a baby's life? So, the overall conclusion is, I am still playful... I want to get attach but don't want to have commitments... pretty stubborn, eh?

So are you ready to have kids?

feel lazy?

Have you ever feel that you're not willing to work, wanting to be lazy just for one day.. or ... for some time? Sigh... I exactly have this feeling now.. The "fire" inside me is almost burn out. I need more fuel..

But what's the best way to overcome this kind of laziness?
1. Going on holidays?
2. Sleep whole day?
3. Eat all you can?
4. Resign?
5. Curi ayam until you get caught?
6. ..... what else?

Hmm... think the best way for me to get over this laziness is to "eat all you can"... so that, after the meal, you can have another reason to rest by saying "all the blood have gone to my stomach to start the digesting process.. and that's why I am so sleepy now.. gotta sleep again... lol