Thursday, August 30, 2007

Merdeka

Today is 30th of August, the merdeka eve for Malaysia. And it's the first post that I have for the month of August. Wow, it's been so long since I last blog in here! What a shame, am I going to blog like only 5 minutes heats?

It was a "in" thing to blog, so I started to blog, to become a blogger too, but now, it seems to be slowing down a little, or I should say, probably I have become lazy to blog already.

No, that's not it, it shouldn't be the way, we shouldn't just do things half way. So, this morning, I've got the "feelings" to write it all again.

So, again, today is 30th of August, tomorrow is merdeka day for Malaysia, and I don't really feel a thing about it! When I was young, I liked it so much to the fact that, yea, I am a Malaysia, proud to be one, but now.. I have mixed feelings already.

Last year, about the same time, when I was working with my dad, my dad asked me to fly a flag on our company truck, I refused. Well, you know, I personally think that Malaysia is going backwards, downhill. Why? Look around us.. with the "discriminated" policies, stupid judgement, "connected-people" getting away with big case.. yea, reading the daily news is really a joke to me. I really find that you don't really have to subscribe to "A-joke" (you know, those jokes that will send to you daily to make you happy by Celcom/Maxis/Digi), you already can be made "happy" by just reading the daily news.

Malaysia, oh Malaysia.. it's getting more and more... I-don't-have-a-word-to-describe-it anymore..