Merdeka

Today is 30th of August, the merdeka eve for Malaysia. And it's the first post that I have for the month of August. Wow, it's been so long since I last blog in here! What a shame, am I going to blog like only 5 minutes heats?

It was a "in" thing to blog, so I started to blog, to become a blogger too, but now, it seems to be slowing down a little, or I should say, probably I have become lazy to blog already.

No, that's not it, it shouldn't be the way, we shouldn't just do things half way. So, this morning, I've got the "feelings" to write it all again.

So, again, today is 30th of August, tomorrow is merdeka day for Malaysia, and I don't really feel a thing about it! When I was young, I liked it so much to the fact that, yea, I am a Malaysia, proud to be one, but now.. I have mixed feelings already.

Last year, about the same time, when I was working with my dad, my dad asked me to fly a flag on our company truck, I refused. Well, you know, I personally think that Malaysia is going backwards, downhill. Why? Look around us.. with the "discriminated" policies, stupid judgement, "connected-people" getting away with big case.. yea, reading the daily news is really a joke to me. I really find that you don't really have to subscribe to "A-joke" (you know, those jokes that will send to you daily to make you happy by Celcom/Maxis/Digi), you already can be made "happy" by just reading the daily news.

Malaysia, oh Malaysia.. it's getting more and more... I-don't-have-a-word-to-describe-it anymore..

Crossing a highway

What does this tell you? Don't cross a busy road without using the flyover..

Car Accident

on 12 July 2007, around 11am, just after I met a customer in Dataran Prima, was heading back to USJ, and was thinking to go to USJ2 to have the famous curry mee, just before I park my car, right before the corner of reaching SHELL petrol station (just next to the Petronas petrol Station), a parked car suddenly came out and hence... bang!! my front lamp and signal lamp.. PECAH!! And of course, some scratches too on my bumper.

Haizz... I really hate this... I am saving a big sum of money, to repaint my car.. and fix some of the minor things on my car.. sob sob..

Fortune teller?

The other day, one colleague of mine sent me an URL, what you need to do is to key in some details of yourself, click a few buttons (just like the rest of the fortune teller website), then boom... here comes the results..

• I'm a negotiator
• I'll do anything to avoid open confrontation
• I'll never start a quarrel
• I'll give in when I think it's appropriate side.
• I'm very careful
• I'm very circumspect
• I'm kind, I'm sensitive
• I'm never prejudiced
• I think positively
• I'm logical, smart and inventive

• Sometimes COLD and SELFISH? Errr.. any comment?

I wonder how they actually "predict" what you are? Are these just common comments for almost everyone? So when they key in their details, and the same comments/compliments will be shown too? What say you?

check this out
http://media.euniverse.com/funpages/cms_content
/1986/youarewhatyoueat.swf

safety tips for women?

Nowadays, when you read the newspaper, you will get a lot of news regarding how people are being robbed, houses being break-in, raping cases, homicide.. blah blah blah.. it's getting so blatantly that we, the normal citizens, especially female, need to take precautions, even if you think that you won't be the next victim.

I am being lazy

Last time, I was so eager to blog almost every night.. hmm.. what happened now? I seem to be too lazy to blog, am I too tight down with work, or too "concentrate" with work? Is that a good thing?

PC-DMIS, a metrology software, really got me there! I am a newbie to this software, and towards the world of measurement. Hmm, a simple measurement of the customer's sample would be okay to me, I am already "expert" on that.. Just that, this time, it's becoming more complicated. I need HELP! Instantly...

I'd searched through the manuals, I'd looked through the website, I emailed an real expert in Singapore, and I even went to the forum to seek help. All I need to do is to wait. Sigh...

Waiting... waiting... so sien..

Troublesome...

I have a friend, A, who had came back to Malaysia last year, but recently, his gf (whose still studying in Canada), asked another friend, B, of the same University (who's coming back to Malaysia to finish some of his business) to bring some "stuff" to her bf.

So, the thing is, A stays in Batu Pahat, and B stays in KL. Batu Pahat to KL is about 4 hours drive. Coincidentally, A is in KL through the weekend, before that, A had contacted B, asking for his phone number, address...etc so that A can go collect his "stuff". B, whatever the reason, doesn't want to give his number to A. So A gave my number to B so that B can contact me, and I collect it and when A is here in KL, A can look for me and collect it.

The fucking thing is that, what's the fucking deal of B not giving out contact number, or address... why want to make things complicated? It's just one fucking thing... Why have to converse every time through MSN? Fuck that, really!

B is ashamed that it took him 7 years already, and yet haven't got a degree? And he's ashamed of it? What the hell I care about that, I want to carry on with my life.. I want to get the "stuff", and pass it to A, or at least help A to get the "stuff" from B.. that's all...

I just can't figure out why such behavior came out from B... ARGGHHH.... that makes all of us (me and A) fucking furious... geram too...!!

The Player

I was talking with a friend of mine the other day, when we were on our trip to Genting Highlands, to get some "pocket money" from Uncle Lim (if you know who he is). So, he did mention that, he would like to become a player. A player that, just want to be with another girl, with no string attached, not necessary sex related, but somehow, just someone that is different from the current gf/wife, that would be more understanding towards their inner feelings.

So, I was told, to become a player, you just have to follow 3 rules (Code of ethics?)

1. A player is not a chooser.
2. Never bring the 2nd one to your house/apartment (avoid confrontation with the 1st one, if they ever meet)
3. (I forgot what this again, would it be --> go back to rule number 1? haha)

Oh well, these rules just ain't for me, I wouldn't want to be a player, because deep inside me I believe that when goes around, comes around... better watch-out... lol

routine during the weekend

It's been more than a month since I last have this routine during weekends.

Saturday - Woke up in the morning, brush my teeth, wash my face (sometimes I skip this), cooked my own breakfast (I am so lazy to walk out to get me something to eat, normally maggie mee will do), doing the chores at home, wash my car.. blah blah blah.. I called it a day then.

Sunday - Woke up in the morning.. (repeat Saturday)

It's not too bad after all, when you have "activity" like these during weekend, you can actually save a lot! Happy saving...

I feel like crying...

When was the last time that you shed a tear? Do you always drop a tear when you're sad, or overly happy? I have no idea when was the last time I cried, but with no other specific reason, I feel like crying, sort of like wanting to "enjoy" the it.

Many things happened around us, as you can read on the news. Last time, I used to feel sad towards all these "bad things" happened around us, I don't anymore. Is my heart getting harden? A stoney heart, as many would have put it? Or is it too commonly happen (such as rape cases, murdering, terrorizing, robbery...etc) that I don't feel a thing anymore?

I watched movies, when it comes to a very touching screen, I finally drop some tears. I WAS SO FUCKING HAPPY, why? That I feel that I'm still human, I still have feelings, feeling towards things around me. I wanted to feel passionate like I used to be, feel care towards the people around me, because (to me, I think) the world is not just ME, but us...

Happy crying..!

What's your favourite position?

What's your favorite position? To many, as I'd asked, is the doggie style. Hmm, from a guy's perspective, ya.. I would say, it's superb.. but how about from a girl's perspective? Or, do girls like to be on top while making love, or just the plain, normal missionary style?

No doubt for me, if a girl is on top of me, I would cum very fast.. I think.. haha..

Lately, I've some a lot of "interesting" news in Malaysia. I wonder, is this news will ever help the women or just, degrading women in any way?

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KUALA TERENGGANU: Polygamous men should consider marrying single mothers to reduce the high number of such women living alone, said State Islam Hadhari and Welfare committee chairman Abdullah Che Muda.

“The popular consideration is to look for unmarried girls but this will not help to reduce the increasing number of single mothers,” he said.

Abdullah said there were some 18,000 members in the Terengganu Single Mothers’ Club.

“In my constituency (Kuala Besut) alone, there are now some 300 single mothers and those intending to remarry should consider these women,” he added.

Abdullah said the men were subjected to certain rulings of the Religious Department, such as being mentally and financially stable, has in-depth knowledge of the religion and able to render fair treatment to all wives.

“Therefore, those who are eligible can look after these single mothers, by accepting them as wives,” he said.

State Religious Department commissioner Datuk Shaikh Harun Ismail said that in Terengganu, polygamous man could solemnise the marriage without informing his wife or wives.

On the other hand, he said spouses’ presence was compulsory in the Federal Territory.

“But this still come under the discretion of the Syariah Court judge and if the man is asked to produce his wife or wives he has to comply,” he said.

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I love Malaysia, not because of the weather, not because of the policies here, it was because of the laughter that I can have, not by anything, but just by reading the news in Malaysia, would be very much entertaining. Malaysia BOLEH!

Students sell bodies for handphone prepaid cards

Found this news in The Star Newspaper.

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FOR a RM10 top-up for their handphones, some schoolgirls are willing to sell their bodies, Harian Metro reported.

These so-called “top up” girls, first get to know the men through the Internet chat room and then go out on dates with them.

Sue (not her real name) said she started out just to look for fun and then it became habitual.

She would ask her men friends to buy her a RM10 prepaid card for her phone before going out with them and then, later, taken to a “port” to have sex.

“Usually, they take me to their rented houses. Sometimes, we just loiter around the city and watch movies.

“We do this normally during the weekends and most of these guys are the mat motor type,” said the 17-year-old, who said some of her schoolmates also indulged in such activities. Some of them provided phone sex.

Sue said it all started after she was jilted by a man, in his 20s, whom she had gotten to know through the Net.

“We exchanged telephone numbers and started having phone sex daily, before I finally met him after a month.

“His charming and romantic nature made me follow him to his house where we had sex,'' she said, adding that after a year later she found out that he was two timing her.

It was after that that she started to sell her body to anyone willing to top-up her phone credit.

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I wonder where can I get to know them? I am very much willing to top-up their phone credit...

F**king snatch thieves

On 1st of May, on my way to Klang to enjoy Bak Kut Teh with some colleagues and some Japanese girls, I saw an old lady being snatched of her thing (I think it's a handbag, not sure).

Why I know they were snatch thieves? At first, I saw a young man, who was wearing a helmet at that time, was running towards a motorcycle, in which another rider was there, with engine still running. I was curious, why would a guy ran towards the motorcycle, since it was early morning. However, when I looked to the left, I saw one old lady, waving and running towards them, immediately I can sense that it was a f**king robbery. That time, I was ahead of them (I was driving at that time), and I was trying to make them fall from their bike, I slowed down, but they make it to the right lane. I changed my lane to the right, braked again, trying to scare them off and make them fall, but failed.

Then, they were ahead of me, and I was trying to speed to stop them (or to get their number plate), or at least know where their hiding place is. But I failed, with third gear, I went off to 130km/hr, and with all the cars blocking mine, they just disappeared along Seremban highway.

Actually, I blamed myself later on, for not being able to stop the crime. I should have banged them down, let them die..or whatever.. I don't really care. I really hate those youngsters that commit crime. They should have go to work, and not doing nothing, and waiting for someone to feed them.

If they are not willing to subject to low salary, then, hey, get a ticket, and go to USA, or Europe, to jump aeroplane. I did that, there's no shame of it. Go there 1 or 2 or 3 years, and I bet you will be able to come back with at least RM50,000.

And by the way, both of the snatch thieves are Malay, NOT INDONESIAN, but Malay! I am very disappointed with them. And the government too, brainless sometimes, always feeding them.. you should teach them how to survive in this world, and not just feed them.

No money, seek for alternatives, go jump aeroplane lah! You'll be surprise how many Malaysian Chinese are in US, working in restaurant...etc.. If we, chinese can do that, why not fucking Malay youth?

The Beauty and The Beast

Ornusa Cadness - Half Thai & Half New-Zealanders.

Normally when someone who is better looking, they tend to have a better chance in everything. Well, talking about getting a partner, yes.. they tend to get a partner easier. Recently, a friend of mine, approached by a very beautiful girl, well, now they're together already (according to my friend), in less than a month's time.

Hmm, my friend is actually a quite a good looking guy too. When he approaches a girl, normally it will take lesser time, compare to me, to be succeeded.

Sometimes, not so good looking people will tend to feel jealous with those good looking people. Why? You will always have someone to take care of you, notice you, make you feel wanted. I guess that's all what all of us are looking for, eh? Why do guys go for KTV and have girls? I don't meant for those married, or attached guys, I meant for single. (Married guys or attached guys, please don't frequent KTV) They just want to feel wanted, want some hugs from these girls (but normally they don't really hug you unless you ask them to). Or should I say, LONELY is the reason?

Hmm, what I wanted to say here? I guess everyone needs love. I once heard that a person needs hugs for at least once per day... there hasn't been anyone that hug me for... errr... more than 8 years? lol....

Guys' Problems

Today, I was having some drinks with a friend in Mui Kai restaurant in Seri Petaling. Well, it's been quite some time since I had a drink with him already, good thing, he's finally attached with a very beautiful girl. But this is not the point that I am writing this. The main point that I wanted to say is that, to be a guy, at least in Malaysia, is always on a worse side.

If you're a girl, there will be always the guy to pay for your meal. If you're a gay, then... err.. most of the time, you'll get a free drink.. or something like that.. but it never happen to guys, plain straight guys. Plain straight guys always have to pay double. Shouldn't the company pay straight guys more, or should we get less income tax? lol...

Maybe it just happens in Malaysia... somewhere else, it'll be just AA style..

Mickey New Hair Style

Well, what do you know? She has a new haircut in BKK (Bangkok). She sent me this picture and I find that whatever hairstyle she has, she still look beautiful to me. She's cute..! And it's no doubt about that.

Anyway, she's always on my mind...

Hugs

Have you ever felt that you need a hug desperately? Yes, sometimes I do... I guess the very time that you need a hug is when you feel very weak, and vulnerable. Or, you need a hug because you want to feel wanted by someone, or somebody.

Why do we all need a hug from time to time? For me, maybe it's just a time where I think I need a shelter. But however, according to someone, everyone needs a hug for at least 8 times a day. Hey, what do you think of that?

Hmm, for me, probably I just want to feel wanted, wanted by someone so badly, and will take good care of me...

Insurance

Have you ever approached by someone, either your friends, or someone that you know, but not so closed, or your relative, or just anyone, trying to sell you some of the insurance policy? Well, I am not against the policy, I still believe that anyone, somehow or other, should have at least some insurance policy to protect them (who knows, because you just need to get insured, not for yourself, but the people around, the one you love)... But the issue is just the person who's trying to sell that to you.

I don't like being force by someone, I mean.. I totally understand about the policy thing, you pay this amount of money, for a period of time.. and if you get injured, or even death, you get to get this money.. for medical purposes, or something else.. Just that, I don't have the cash now! I want it, but still can't afford it.. and once I can afford it, I will come look for you.. It's like, I CALL YOU, YOU DON'T CALL ME!.. why can't someone understand that?

If you keep pushing someone to get the insurance policy, yes, you might be successful for some people... but never gonna be me! It will just annoy me, and probably pissed me off one day, and one day even if I want to get insured, I'll get someone else.... sigh...

I know, I am a salesperson too, but sometimes when you push it too hard, you'll lose it... what say you all?

Try to keep myself busy?

Of late, I always keep myself busy. It's a good thing that you keep yourself busy. Why? If you're always free, you will tend to think a lot of unnecessary things.. something silly, something stupid..

Hmm, come to think about it, it has been quite some time since I last watch TV. I used to be the potato coach, knew all the schedule of the program, but not anymore.. now, I don't really focus on TV, am focusing on how to earn more $$..

Well, will it be like this for all the people in the world? Have I reached a stage where I will need more $$, and not thinking of other things? Or have I gone through the stage where suddenly I realized that $$ is everything? $$ can get you just anything?

Think the best way is ... to keep myself busy, and to stay focus too... otherwise, I'll burn out very soon.... what say you?